Hallelujah Meltdown

Stressed beyond belief!

We just had our first performance evaluations.  The officers rate you in several areas where you can receive a final score of 100 (just like on a test). I got an 87 and the hubby got a 91 (figured he would do better than me ’cause he has been at this kind of work for 18 years).

I’m OK with my score, it would be a B on a test.  What stresses me out is the areas I was marked down in.  They told me I don’t speak up enough.  They wrote, “She is a bit of a wallflower.”

I’m just not one to speak out much.  I talk better in a small group or one-on-one.  My husband is the EXTREME extrovert. He never met a stranger, and everybody loves him.  I know they are just trying to get me out of my comfort zone, but if feels like they are trying to force me to be something I’m not.

The other thing that scares me is they don’t play here.  One person has already been sent home.  I have another friend who is on probation for her weight.

My first sermon is coming up.  Shoot me now.


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