I hate when I start thinking crazy sh*t. My husband has not been interested in intimacy for going on 5 years now. Many times I have wondered if he was cheating, but have found no proof or evidence. I’ve checked everything from his e mail to the cell phone bill…nothing. Then I think it doesn’t mean anything because you can delete things. He mostly works from the house, so he is home a lot and I know where he is. He does travel into Raleigh a couple times a month to spend the night for classes. The classes are real, but I have no idea what he does before or after. Then today, he takes off for Raleigh saying he has a meeting. I have no way of knowing for sure. Guess I need to get a life so I don’t have time to think so much.